Showing posts with label the happenings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label the happenings. Show all posts

Monday, 31 January 2011

the wolves and staring like a creep contest

you know what i hate most about being alone in public?

the men. not all of them but i've had seen enough. they stare at you like a hungry dog eyeing fresh t-bone. it's disrespectful and beyond creepy. i would have given them the finger if i lack self control. but luckily my mum was there and they stopped looking (or rather, i moved so they won't be able to look).

you see, they might argue that they were not doing anything directly to me. tengok je kan, apa salahnya dah ada depan mata. it's not wrong if you looked. hello, look brother look. tengok 3 secs dah la. yang kau tengok lepas tu recruit the whole table nak suruh tengok buat apa. for 5 minutes okay until i moved and my mother showed up.

its so rude. xde manners punya manusia.

i mean, sometimes when you see something you like, you can;t help it. i've had situations like that too, where someone catches your eyes and you'd go 'wow, she/he is fineeeeee' for a while. i may be admiring them, still, DISCREETLY. as in senyap2, whisper to a friend get her/him to agree with u, senyum2. nak tgk pun xpayah la smpai satu table turn and stare. gila tak cool.

ok i think i' going to teach that in my school. ladies love gentleman over some miang pakciks any other day.

p/s: tersilap tanya random man who was looking at the tyres who was so nicely dressed up to wash my father's car tadi. i mean, i didn't know they've had uniforms and all so i went right up to this nicely dressed man to wash the car XD awkwarddddddddd nasib baik the real worker came up to me at that moment jugak. the man looked upset a bit tapi x sempat nak aplogize so there. awkwardddddd i hope he doesnt know ayah

Thursday, 15 July 2010

so i backtracked all my posts and ralized that as time goes by my posts are getting shorter and shorter and shorter. does this means i am lacking motivation or its a sign of premature aging?

lets leave it as a mystery and i will attempt writing long post.

warning: might contain some jakun-ness and slight incoherency

so last week i have went to Mount Ruapehu and it was pretty awesome. the weather was so freaking cold, i have never remembered feeling that cold in my whole life. its not the shiver and teeth clattering kind of a cold, its more of a constricted feeling in the chest. it was so cold i felt breathless for a while. cuz it was too cold. how many times have i said cold? yeah loads. but it was so cold crap refused to come out. serious.

and the drive from auckland to ruapehu was pretty smooth. and driving on ice was a scary and amazing experince but it was a good. at least skang dah ada benda lagi lebih dari org lain kan? ;p my mum sorta freaked out knowing i drove long distance, but she didnt say anything else so yeah. ;p

and snowboarding. it shouls be pretty enjoyable if i was given more time to practice i guess? but yeah it was a good experience. and there is a lot of bruises i have got for souvenier. oh well.

i saw snow!

and...i officially flunked my linguistics paper. surprise surprise but it was really tough i swear. well its not like i didnt try. it felt quite good losing a fight after i really tried hard but at the same time i couldnt help but think that i shouldnt have but still whats done is done and i know its worth knowing that i really tried. i know i only started struggling to study 4 days before the actual exam but i still tried ^^

now its either 2 german papers for electives or 1 korean paper and 1 german paper. i am already called for the interview, which will take place this monday and i am freaking takut. huahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sebab tros nak amek part 2 of the course. huk. takut. wish me luck

Sunday, 27 June 2010

selamat anniversary

and believe it or not, adzuan and I have been together for 5 years now.
5 years baby. kalau itu anak dah masuk tadika boleh?

i love you sayang ^^

Saturday, 3 April 2010

writing under influence

so i have read the news, and watched the cctv footage of the accident.
i would suggest everyone watch the footage, but the family of the deceased had requested that it is removed from Youtube so i guess posting the link shouldn't be right. however i've got from my brother's facebook

and i've never felt so angry. angry to the lady driver. she was reported to be drunk. but there's no official statement about that so leave it to that lah. but if she was really drunk, no way in hell she should be forgiven for driving under influence like that and robbing other's life like that. to take someone's life in such horrible fashion is just unexcusable, and cruel. especially if she's drunk.

i know i am under influence of my rage too. but go to hell la macam tu kalau betul drunk kan.

tolong sedekah al fatihah Mohd Yusri Abd Wahabpada yang beragama islam

holiday sudah mari~

Ashikin yusof sedang bercuti
namun beliau masih ada assignment
ah malas betul

귀차는대, 속재는 끝내야뒈

so we're planning to go Waitomo, Taupo and Rotorua (again) but this time its me and my friends ^^
it should be fun, but i am not going to do stuff i've done before. it would be a waste doing the same thing twice, wouldnt it. besides, i dont want to see those places and bore my friends with exclaimation like 'look! kitorang dah buat benda ni haritu and it was so bla bla bla...'. macam syok sendiri. haha

tapi saya rindu (hukhuk)













holiday! lets go lets go!

Saturday, 16 January 2010

am dissapointed



i do not cover my face like the french woman in the article does. but i think telling a woman who has a really strong faith in her religion to not abide to the teachings is simply rude. how could you tell them to remove their veils? i mean, heck, if they want to do it, they don't feel oppressed, they are happy doing it, they never bombed anyone alive, why go and kacau their freedom?

sometimes that is the problem with these people. freedom to them is walking around town naked. freedom is what you feel most comfortable doing la people. freedom is not about being able to walk at the beach in bikinis and not get arrested. freedom is the ability to do something you want to and to be happy from doing it.

the approval of the law equals to a great abuse of human rights. serious.

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

cuti2 plan

so i am going to Christchurch and Wellington right on the 16th-26th November

i just booked my ticket to Christchurch (again,) on 2nd December, drive to Dunedin (kot) and come back from Dunedin to Auckland on the 15th of December.

pegi tramping. hoho
habis ni memang habis la duit. tapi xpelah.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

i ramble

todays presentation.

woke up early (actually had to wadge a war with myself and jumped off the bed to get up)
and put on make up (ceh, foundation dgn mascara je)
it was colder than i thought (and its supposed to be spring, the wind was blowing like noone's business)
anita woke up late (and we were crossing fingers tha t she'll come running with her pj's) but made it there

we were the 2nd to go
jackie asked ashikin stuffs about her point and her groupmembers helped whispering some stuff from the back, huh!

ini la, time present my point nervous semacam, pastu bila jackie tanya seronok ye bercakap macam x igt dunia. adeyh. sharmyn accused me of rambling. no lah. i know what i wanted to say. but yeah i have the tendency to ramble. maybe i did ramble hahaha

and allowance came in, buat budget dan kira2 and i'll be pokai again after paying so many stuff. like rumah baru and current accomodation. isk. haven't even told my parent about my plan of moving out of huia. will do. i was excited telling them about the christchurch and wellington trip. for some reason it makes me all giddy thinking about travelling somewhere in NZ.

i might consider working during summer. am considering. banyak free time, nak buat apa? nak jalan2 pun pakai duit, bang.

and i still love waking up in the morning looking at the balloons XDDD

Monday, 26 October 2009

it wont be in chronological order but whatever =p

i would like to thank fatin aiman chuna illiana yen for the huge birthday karipap at 2 in the morning =DD, sharmyn amy, anita, nicole amir for the midnight celebration, for the dolphins (card earring origami) i have got, the balloons on the wall (that really made my day, and today too), the butterflies outside my room. the icecream treat and the lunch u guys brought me to, the small picnic in domain. i was spoiled silly yesterday. princess habis. hahaha. thank you mard mimi sue for calling from sydney to sing me the birthday song that almost tear me up. tapi segan la sebab ramai ;p. and kamm, which i had no credit to text back tapi haha still ;p. to every single person that wished me thru facebook, xsangka orang wish my bday since i really malas with wishing and other's birthdays (i am a bad person i know. i'll change next year haha). and to adzuan (next year kita smbut sama2 lagi ne?).heeeeeeeeeee.

the grass the room the walk the ride the trees the sky the monument the frisbee

i don't want to forget anything (^.^)

Monday, 19 October 2009

happy birthday mardhibum!!


today is Mard's 21st birthday
i know there wont be anything much that u can do to celebrate especially time xde duit, tapi if i do have loads of money i would fly to sydney again, get you a pie and put an aromatherapy candle in the middle and sing you the birthday song REALLLY loudly, accompanied with the birthday dance which i forgot most of the steps already.

may the allowance come in quickly, may you feel loved and blessed and may you be blessed!
hope you get what you wished for,and sorry for not always being there. i am a ninja after all =p

know that I love you! mmuax

Wednesday, 5 August 2009

i am such an awful girlfriend

for not dedicating a post for Adzuan for his birthday!!!

happy geburstag sayang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah..you and your camera.

may god bless you (and me too), semoga lagi banyak ong so that you'll be able to come here before i finish my years and...may you get anything you wish.

i feel sorry for not being able to do much for your bday this year. i know i should put more effort into making you feel your birthday but i really couldnt do much. and i feel sorry that you've had to go through exams on your bday. that happened to me, i know how sucky it feels haha. i'll make it up to you, i promise =]

(but if your wish is for me to be less stubborn, i think you gonna have to wait for another 2lightyears hehehehe)

akhir kata, 나 넌을 너무 사랑해요! ich liebe dich so viel. =3!
---edit

yeah, ich weisse das. du kannst nicht zum hier kommen.

Sunday, 28 June 2009

26th June 2006

is the date i may not forget even when i am 70, thats it if i ever live that long. (tho i have always thought dying early is better than to live long being senile)

my life took a different course when the clock stroke 1226 in the morning, and i was 17 that time. oh wait, i was yet to be 17 coz my birthdays in October so yeah, but whatever. but i did took a different course.

i was, before that, quite a non-believer in monogamy (ehehhehe) and being that young, does not believe settling down and committing to only one person for the rest of my life is exactly the key of lifelong happiness. while it may work for some, i did not really believe that such thing is made for me, just because i could barely focus on things. i also have diferent sets of friends throughout my life, and never really stuck to only one group of friends. i roam a lot.

but after i have known and met this one person, thoughts about him that used to be occassional turned into constant ones, and when i had that one whole week to think it over, i said to myself that lets just give it a shot. i can always back out if i don't like it.

and after a year, we made a promise that if i wanted to back out, he must not allow me.

and then next year we had went through so many things together that the thought of backing out is almost...absurd?

and this year, i am still determined that i want to make sure that i can say 'happy anniversary' next year, with no one other than Adzuan Aziz.

happy anniv sayang. i love you =]

Thursday, 30 April 2009

life update

i am at Kate Edgar student common centre now. and its a miracle that i managed to get a computer this time. i usually end up walking out and reading under the tree until my next class but yeay! harini luck is on my side. and computers in Kate Edgar are less seganfying. unlike the one i was using kat science block smalam. 32" screen boleh x. satu dunia knows what ur doing

ok so this is not really what i intended to write ye. but i don't really have a topic. i just feel like writing thats all. hehe. don't u think falling autumn leaves are beautiful? i think they are. especially if its dry and sunny. the leaves aren't so much fun if theyre wet. i mean, macamane dia nak terbang2 kan? ok pointless.

thanx to my dear shayangs who sugested for us to go on an aerobic session at rec centre 2 days ago, my legs are still painful. its even more painful today. rasa tegang gile. i even had to limped whenever i start walking. remind me to find some heat patches. sakit gile.

o btw, i know some people may be against this but i am thinking about working next sem. cos i heard that we'll only have classes a few days a week, like maybe 2-3 days. might as well work to enhance my income kan? hehe. right now my tamakness is on a very high level and who knows by working i may end up being a millionaire? chewah. ok bull. xkan la jadi millionaire kan tp still, boleh save pe. haha

but gonna have to check my schedules first. dahla thinking bout ambik another language for electives next sem so jadual might be different. so to those who are concerned (ahem) please don't oppose the idea first. i wont do hard labour work (memilih). i probably take up jobs macam operator ke. no babysitting. no bibiking. i may not be patient enough ;p

and...do you know that one of the German lecturers can juggle with fire? i watched it yesterday at the Deuscthparty. it was awesome. too bad Boobsie a.k.a my camera died on me. there were loads of food. best thing was everything was vegetarian. tho Gina was complaining that she wont ever get full becoz theres no meat but i think kan, awesome gile! boleh makan free. sedap lak tu. so if there's anymore party after this, i'm definetely going. tp kene tarik more of my classmates la. only Gina n i from my class yang show up, yang lain semua seniors yang amek stage 2. well the best part of the party was the food la.

o ye, is it normal for a twenty one year old to buy the same coffee at the same place every single day? or is it too old?

anyways, gluck to my shayang who started working yesterday. enjoy ur work n try not to tire urself out. well u might not. ur more reliable in that sense. ;p

Tuesday, 10 February 2009

bye2 bye2 bye2

i know i said i'll update about kenduri and cherating in this post but i'll make an exception.

bye bye shayangs.

Dyane, Mardhibum, Syafa and Mimi will be off to Aussie tomorrow. Dyane and Donut will be off around 6am as their flight to Brisbane is at 9am, and Mard and Mimie's will be slightly on the afternoon.

u know i will mish u dearly shayangs. u girls are the best thing.=[

i wanna cry now. waaaaaaa. =[

i'll go visit!

Tuesday, 3 February 2009

will update again..soon..

glad i managed to see them!


and suddenly after my pics were posted on facebook everybody (not everybody, but a lot) started to ask me questions about my shawl. hahaha (trase kunun2 jadi trendsetter lak)

ok. so this is not exactly what i intended to say.


first off, I FEEL GOOD!!! really. no more feverish feeling crawling in my bod. rase as segar as i could ever be harini.

2nd, i am reaaaally pissed dengan semut diabetic in my house. really. the reason i call them diabetic is because they don't attack sugary food or sweetened drinks. they attack the plain water instead. pelik kan semut bernafsu begini? bodoh punya semut. bengkak hati menahan perasaan. according to my brother, these semut (which he named semut busuk) attacks damp places most. and i thought semuts are afraid of damp places. aisyhh. semua binatang dah jadi mutant skang kan? whats next? a non-hydrophobic goat? mintak simpang please.

3rd, i have more to say. but i sort of forget. nanti la update semule. =p

------edit

4th, my father tiba wants us all to go Cherating this weekend. he even bribed me and Mus a hundred bucks for each of us kalau ikut (sila jangan ada aura pendengkian ya Along. i know u'd be fuming when u read this). so i'll be away this weekend. saudari Kamilah, adakah anda berada dirumah ketika itu?

5th, my parents, again, suddenly decided to buat some makan2 and baca yasin at my house in conjuction of me going abroad to study. so anyone yang ada at KT on the 8th of Feb, 3pm sila la dtg. tell me kalau nak dtg ye =] thankies. 8th is Sunday. weekday la in KT. the initial plan was to do it on the 6th, tp dah tba2 je my father nak pergi Cherating it'd be postponed till then.

p/s: i wanna tango for real!

Wednesday, 21 January 2009

of eating out, no Visa and kindergarten

hai semua
apa khabar kamu?
sihatkah?

ok lets go straight to the point.
do you know why i like to have my meals at non smoking premises rather than the open aired one?

sebab u cannot smoke in non smoking premises!!!=D

ok lame. anywayss....my grandfather and 2 aunties are here in Terengganu.the younger aunt has an interview tomorrow for a position of a lecturer in one uni, so i wish her the best of luck!

and the non-smoking thingy popped into my head as we're leaving one restoran tomyam yang okay tapi is open aired so as usual orang2 yang selfish and kurang rasa respect kepada masyarakat sekitarnya smoked. and we all hate it sbb hello, people are eating. why poison our food, lungs and mind kan (mind because i always have to force myself not to cuss even in my head). if u wanna die, do it alone. don't drag me and my family to the grave with you. ye saya memang anti asap rokok. but if by chance anyone reading ni is a smoker, don't worry i wont eat you or something. just don't smoke anywhere near me. do it privately.

speaking of which, lagi i cannot stand kalau orang muda smoke near elders and anyone who smokes around babies. memang dalam hati rasa mcm nak *insert a very gruesome act u can think of* je orang tu. phew~

and Anita informed us NZ and Aussie bound students are entitled to have an extra 10kgs for check in luggage. tapi nak wat student privillage card tu, u need to present a copy of our passport. which i don't have and my passport is still with the immigration in Singapore for visa application. lembap sgt la the visa thingy. biasa kan apply visa around 2 weeks je. ni dah dekat sebulan xdapat lagi. Fatin terchenta told me that most probably we'll be getting our visa early Feb. she got the news from Kamm kan. i'll call kamm later. but tau x the reason? sbb banyak sgt cuti. Cuti New year, cuti Chinese New year lagi. adeyh. tp i still think that its been too long la. xrase ke? but whaterver la. i'll go to MAS office tomorrow morning and try my luck. without the copy.

few days back, i went back to the kindergarten which i used to teach. masa tunggu SPM result la. tehee. then kan, wow the kids has grown (the teacher's kids yang dulu cinonet still learning to walk without falling dah masuk kelas so perasaan dia kelakar gile. wow, r u growing up too fast or is it me getting older?) and tgk my favourite bunch of kids, the 4 years old. and alamak. one of them, ape nama eh, oh yes Safanah. sgt unique tp kalo short tempered memang susah ngan dia. they have a new teacher for K4T class. softspoken. memang macam mak2. the only problem is that she is kinda blur of what to do. n nampak mcm she don't have control over the classroom. oh ye the reason i was there is because my mum suro tunjuk her how to handle the class. tapi byk la problem.

she had never been strict in the classroom so the kids xtau who's the boss. and when the kids fail to recognize u as a teacher, memang dh cukup chaotic. for me. i noe i shouldnt comment too much on other's classroom, tp still. bia la. my blog. hehehehe. so the kids mcm xde interaction ngan dia. nak kumpulkan the kids for an activity pun susah. memang sgt different from the class i used to handle dlu. huuu. and to add the amount of misery yang dah already ada in the classroom, ada satu gelongsor yang terlampau2 dekat dgn workstation. so memang susah focus. especially ada sorang yang mmg uncontrollable. i remembered having 2 almost uncontrollable kids during my year of teaching, tp they were better and more disciplined after a month. tp kene pay speacial attention sikit la.

so back to the problem, ha. ada sorang yang bising gile kuat main and xleh handle kalo kene marah. she's the major contributor to the new teacher's headache sbb when she scold her for something, or the times when she acts up, dia jadi mcm hamster marah. she wont listen to us, she will start screaming her head off and lari. and the problem is the only way u can make her listen to you is by sitting her down and talk to her eye to eye sampai she respond 'macam tu ke cikgu?'. adeyh. verbal scolding is a NO-NO with her. and behaviourism works best, tp in the sense of rewards je la. mcm, this morning when i went she wanted to have her biscuits. so i bring her to the pantry kan. she sat down through the first meal and okay, she eat sampai abis. halfway through the second one she ran out with the biscuit so icalled her back to the pantry tapi she wont listen. i told her xboleh makan dlm classroom, nanti kacau org nak belajar but she refused to listen. so i took the remaining biscuit stuck out from her mouth and say 'kalau xnak ikut cikgu makan kat dapur cikgu xnak bagi balik biskut ni kat Anah. cikgu makan sorang'. so she was like 'xboleh ke makan kat sini?' i said 'no. nak makan kene duduk dapur. kalau duduk sini nanti abang2 kakak2 tgk anah makan, pastu semua nak makan. nanti Anah kene kongsi biskut Anah dngan abang2 ngan kakak2. nak?' then she answered ' oh..macam tu ke cikgu?' barula she followed me back to the pantry. see? adeyh.

i am talking too much about the kindergarten right? haisyhh

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

sebulan lagi kan?=[

here is one shocking confession i am gonna make. no one knew about this. but this will change, soon.
very soon.

"i cried in the cab on my way to KLSentral on the 14th of January"


i hate goodbyes. i know i promised my friends that i'll visit because i do have the intention of going to Aussie, Japan and Korea during my years of studying in Auckland (i am considering backpacking around Europe even, if i have extra time and money), but i hate thinking that i would be long before i meet them again.

Syafa, Dyane, Mimi, and Mardhibum are going to leave on the 10th of Feb, so no chance la to see them.
Kamm is also leaving for elly a few days earlier than me.

Good thing most of my besties are coming to Auckland as well. Chuna, Fatin, Illi and Aiman. and good thing jugak they are a bunch of an awesome chefs. Its good to know that i can still massage my friends when they are tired or feeling gassy, tp i can't offer my pijak2 service to Dyane anymore. or watch Syafa buat perangai aneh2. Mard and her whinings. Mimi and her pitch. Kamm will no longer able to give Chuna or anyone else 'the stare' everytime she xperasan she did something out of the worldly aneh.

thinking about all these made me go 'alaaaa....' sorang2. every time. hukhuk

  1. Do a dental checkup. done.
  2. Buy stationary. done.
  3. Open an HSBC bank account.
  4. Make copies of passport pictures. done.
  5. Keep my heels in a box and mail them. will do it in a week before departure.
  6. Install genuine Microsoft in my laptop.
  7. Beli anak tudung.
  8. Beli kemeja putih.

Thursday, 15 January 2009

just a quick update before i start on the long one

tuntung tercomel
bobohizan cemerlang
kurangkan main dan lebihkan study
thanx for being such a good friend
jangan blur sangat

and

chicken and beef are friends forever =]

Saturday, 3 January 2009

tarikh

Msg from Robot in Yahoo group=

hi all, happy 2nd day of new year...
here are the dates of departure to your uni.

Marjon - 5th Feb 2009
QUT- 10th Feb 2009
MacQ- 10th Feb 2009
VUW- 15th Feb 2009
UOA- 18th Feb 2009

Pls, take note and spread it around.. Thanks..

so i asked him

kin_2510 (1/2/2009 5:05:01 PM): bobot
kin_2510 (1/2/2009 5:05:05 PM): tarikh fly tu konfem eh?
Doc Cortex (1/2/2009 5:14:15 PM): oi
Doc Cortex (1/2/2009 5:14:21 PM): benar
Doc Cortex (1/2/2009 5:14:30 PM): aku x berani tipu kau dah
Doc Cortex (1/2/2009 5:14:32 PM): hahahhaha

so yes syg, it is true
i guess i am flying on the 18th after all

makes me feel sgt sad sometimes. heeeee..but whatever. i am happy nonetheless!

Thursday, 1 January 2009

WELCOME 2009!!!

1st day of 2009. i woke up too late. and my head feels as if a layer of cement is surrounding my head.

so here goes my new year resolution

  1. To be more indipendent in life. because after all i'm going to a foreign place where i have to be able to rely more on my own self. besides, being more indipendent means less worries for the loved ones
  2. To walk more carefully and save my budget on handiplasts. this is due to my carelessness. i always injure myself with endless cuts and bruises. i will try not to hit anymore innocent walls with with a speed of a slippery moose in Alaska.
  3. To respect nights and mornings more. as everyone knows i am a night owl (quite la). last year I work more during the night and not able to wake up in the morning. as the result, my day often starts during the afternoon. I will try my best not to wake up so late anymore. i can at least try to wake up early and sleep after i bathe. haha.
  4. To work harder on uni work. i see my boyfriend working his butt off for his school works. i think i should work as hard and play ever harder, not playing my ass off and study little like i always do. tapi tgk lah. ahahaha
  5. To visit more places =D. random or not.
  6. To try more crazy things i have not attempted last year. wooot!!!
  7. To learn Jazz dance more. heheheheheheheheheheheh. one sexy form of working out.
  8. To spend my money wiser. less shopping so that i can travel more. From now on my priority is not shopping anymore! its for traveling!!!!
  9. To read more books.
  10. To love him more than i did last year. and make sure we last another year.
2008 was quite a year, right?
i masuk 1st year of my study, realized that i lived my previous days in lies, i got over it, i know my friends and the pretenders, i rediscover the jewelries of my life, i learn not to be too nice to people, strengthen my relationship with the loved ones, my boyfriend included =p, tapi yang ketara is i faced new obstacles and the ways to get over them. not to whine too much.

so yeah, 2008, i went through a lot. but it made me better prepared for 2009.

SHIKIN BOLEH!!!!!!! GO SHIKIN GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH