bila 1st time dalam 20tahun kehidupan xde duit

well do not worry. i still have my foodstock which will last until god knows when. hahaha. but what i meant with xde duit anymore is that i can't do leisure shopping anymore the way i always did. which is pretty sad. its partly cuz i need to save up for Aussie so yeah. i just had this sudden rush of wishlists. hehe.

so things to get once i have some kachings are

1. get variety of shampoos. i want a raspberry one from the bodyshop and something like a mix of orchid, tropical flowers and coconut milk! hehe. oh and a yogurt-ish conditioner.
   
2. a pair of knee high boots! yeay. that would be lovely if i manage to get one before winter ends because apparently EVERYone is wearing one and i was so inspired to get one as well.
3. some jeans, because i keep losing some fat in the bum (serius, smpai duduk on hard surface for a while pun sakit. duduk atas kerusi pun boleh sakit). maybe 2 pairs or 3. heheh
4. a charmbracelet. i was inspired by looking at how nice my keys are when i tied a hairband to it. nak charmbraceletttttt
5. Japanese kanji workbook in UBS. i have to sharpen my skills. hehe
6. it is crappy, but i wanna get the Pride, prejudice and zombies. yeah. it was crappy. i read some of them. theyre crappy. but i kinda like it.
7. a PSP!!!!!!!! i know there had been some arguements about getting the AP ones in Msia, but where's the fun in that?;p and no, i do not want an i-pod.
8. get myself a new handbag. mcm seriously.
   
9. and a pair of sneakers. hehehe

gosh, i don't remember having a want list this long in msia. except for the things to eat want lists. hahaha

bawakan kuhilang dari ingatan

Jalan raya terlampau sunyi
Untuk ku terus bermimpi
Mataku belum mengantuk lagi
Bawa ke mana sahaja kupergi

Tunjukkan ku bulan gerhana
Tiada siapa nak kujumpa
Pendirian tiada kusangka
Tak mengapa oh tak mengapa

Malam semalam gundah gulana
Hari ini hari mulia
Tak pernah daku rasa begini
Seperti mati hidup kembali

Bawakan kuhilang dari ingatan
Hari ini sehingga esok
Tak pernah daku rasa begini
Seperti mati hidup kembali

Agar sepenuh dengan pendirian
Kucapai sebelah tangan
Sebalik awan ada cahaya
Bercahayalah selamanya

Daku tertawa seorang diri
Darah yang mengalir terhenti
Fikiranku melayang-layang
Tiada siapa yang perasan

I think i miss his voice singing this song.

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is it possible to murder a CD player?

i'm dying for massive hotness!

I love you by Changmin.

tau x betapa sweetnya dia nyanyi lagu ni??
tau x!!

i'm dead.
deadddddddd

ok maybe shouldn't be dead. i have more of him to see.

i fainted. awwwwww

cair. ahhhh

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sayang, i have a wishlist for adzkaynetine already

click here and you'll find out

can u gimme one of these? *drools*

right now

i'm craving for sweet smells
fruity scents to be exact

WELCOME 2009!!!

1st day of 2009. i woke up too late. and my head feels as if a layer of cement is surrounding my head.

so here goes my new year resolution

1. To be more indipendent in life. because after all i'm going to a foreign place where i have to be able to rely more on my own self. besides, being more indipendent means less worries for the loved ones
2. To walk more carefully and save my budget on handiplasts. this is due to my carelessness. i always injure myself with endless cuts and bruises. i will try not to hit anymore innocent walls with with a speed of a slippery moose in Alaska.
   
3. To respect nights and mornings more. as everyone knows i am a night owl (quite la). last year I work more during the night and not able to wake up in the morning. as the result, my day often starts during the afternoon. I will try my best not to wake up so late anymore. i can at least try to wake up early and sleep after i bathe. haha.
   
4. To work harder on uni work. i see my boyfriend working his butt off for his school works. i think i should work as hard and play ever harder, not playing my ass off and study little like i always do. tapi tgk lah. ahahaha
5. To visit more places =D. random or not.
   
6. To try more crazy things i have not attempted last year. wooot!!!
7. To learn Jazz dance more. heheheheheheheheheheheh. one sexy form of working out.
8. To spend my money wiser. less shopping so that i can travel more. From now on my priority is not shopping anymore! its for traveling!!!!
9. To read more books.
10. To love him more than i did last year. and make sure we last another year.

2008 was quite a year, right?
i masuk 1st year of my study, realized that i lived my previous days in lies, i got over it, i know my friends and the pretenders, i rediscover the jewelries of my life, i learn not to be too nice to people, strengthen my relationship with the loved ones, my boyfriend included =p, tapi yang ketara is i faced new obstacles and the ways to get over them. not to whine too much.

so yeah, 2008, i went through a lot. but it made me better prepared for 2009.

SHIKIN BOLEH!!!!!!! GO SHIKIN GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH

god, he gave me goosebumps!

Junsu's cover of Saranghamnida (originally sung by Tim) made me cair!!!

penang

well ayah drove all the way to Penang from Terengganu. the trip was okay. Penang was absolutely gorgeous and Tasik Belum which we passed by is amazing. its just the driver and co-driver which gave me headaches i guess. or risen Along's blood pressure.

the moment we touched Penang bridge the pilot and his assistant was in the verge of bickering. and we went onto Georgetown their condition has gotten worse. thanks to the pilot's hard headness for refusing to print out the map we have found from google earth, we wander around the town like headless chickens. not that i mind being lost in such a beautiful place, but the sound of two people screaming their heads off to each other is definetly not as pleasent as i thot it should be.

and i don't regret wearing a 4 inches the whole day, its too beautiful.

went to Queensbay Mall and the bay area at night. it was wonderful. i'll post up pictures later.

2nd day was pretty awful as the aircond was too cold, and i had a badddd sorethroat as soon as i woke up. my body also feels weird and unhealthy. but i still followed them around to find a house for my brother. he ended up with a room. nice place. close to his workplace and gas station. its a good place la. but the process is pretty shitty so i'd rather not say it. and again, the pilot and the co pilot fought the noisiest and craziest way they could to the extent that my brother told them to sit at the back and let him do the driving. i'd be happy to become the co-pilot too.

and so i purchased a map that afternoon. and things got better after lunch. we hunt for kilang jeruk at Balik Pulau.

night-Gurney Drive. again, a fight almost broke out, but thanks to me we stopped at 7E and i succeed in making a very nice young chinese lad to help us show where the place is. he drove in front of our car and wallah~ jumpa pun. not that hard pun. seriously. bising je lebih.

and peace came to us at last. tried char kuey teow penang tapi......

ok. i think i know what is the most important thing i should have if i go on a trip like this. its the people i go with.

and i'd like to re-do my Penang trip, with another group of people. and when i am good enough with the roads and things, i'll take both pilot and his assistant again.

jatuh, revamping and good ol' temptations

warghhh!
mane pegi my blogroll?

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so my blogroll lesap as the after effect of not properly checking whether i copied the right html code to the script blablabla..and dah lesap

so i took the oppurtunity untuk tuka my layout and dont tell me the design look makcik-ish becoz i think its reealy nice. let me retro for a while. igt senang ke nak tgk nurul ashikin retro? hahaha

and syafa wants to see the blue wedges i have been so crazy about. nah tgk la..=p


see how it stood out from others? suka!!!!!! =D

i am starting to think that blogshops are more evil than shoes. it is so easy to access, u don't have to do anything to get something and every single day blogshops will be updated with loads of nice stuff which is cheaper than anywhere else and mungkin xkan ada dah kat mana2 kedai. i have tried things such as pretending to forget my maybank2u password and username, keep reminding myself that my father have not banked in my allowance this month, thinking about saving money for my marriage but i dunno. i think i'm gonna lose to my infatuation again. i cant keep my mind off this----

dahla iman memang xkuat. haisyhhh. xboleh shikin xboleh. besides, i still have another 2 tops i recently bought and xpakai lagi.i wish my girls are here to say no to me!!!!!!!!!!!!! boleh jadi gile macam ni aaaaghh!!!!!!!

enough with this craziness. i'll write about something else.

i fell super hard on the floor this morning. and i landed on my bum. nasib bek my bum saved the day. kalau x mau patah tulang pinggulku. xrela~!!! ok2.

tapi the impact has awarded me with a pretty bruise. sakit ouhh tapi takpela.

why my leg still slept even after i woke up, i don't know. anyone knows how do i prevent my legs from sleeping out again so this accident wont repeat itself?

p/s : i think i just lost. i'll really forget my maybank2u password later.

joinboards

the partners came and we had a mini join board meeting. and it was good,. we knew more about our universities. i was kinda hoping that Jackie would come. she is a very nice lady whom i am eager to meet again. but this Richard guy came. but it was okay. he is extremely nice and informative too. =D

he confirmed that we can cycle in the campus!!!whopededuuuu!

but something funny happened. we were talking about sports, and other related questions regarding sports facilities over there. the kiwis are not so hyped up about things we usually play here, but are crazy over rugby and the all blacks, netball and cricket. and i don't play any of them!

but the comedy happened when Fatin who was over with the topic and started to ask about foods over there. Richard frowned and asked her again to confirm what was the question again. i thought in my head 'is he seriously xpenah dengar of food? NZ panggil foods ape?'

so me, without thinking much, said 'foods? the things that we eat, sir?' along with the gesture of putting something in the mouth. rupanya he thought we were still talking about sports and wondered what sport is 'food'. dia igt its a sport in he never heard of sebab xminat..hahaha. tapi food is also a sport. to me. hahaha

more communication breakdowns happened not only to me but also to my friends in other universities. blame it for the difference of cultures. but that makes me more eager to step in the kiwi land and experience the differences myself. i cant wait to embrace them all =D

p/s : we wont be flying in the january. it would be late february.harap maklum

ice skating!!!

and the thing i have been ranting about for weeks had been executed in a very successful manner

ice skating sudah berjaya dilakukan!!!

i got better. tmbah satu lagi skill-mencilok celah. i feel rempit-ish already. hahaha

but there were too many people. crowded. tambah dengan org2 yang falls down once in every 5 minutes menjadikan pemuasan hati sukar. becoz u see, the more people, the more u have to tolerate with, the more u have to dodge, the faster the ice on the rink melts.

and show offs. urghhh. just because ur a pro doesnt mean u have the liscence to do stunts and putting everyone in a harm's way. think of others la sikit. there were loads of beginners tadi. and u runs towards them, brakes suddenly and skates lawan arus. adeyh. selfish.

but i am reminded of one more thing i can only remember while skating.

u have to be careful, but u cant be afraid to fall too. because it only hurts for a while. once u get up and going, u'll be five times better than before the fall.

p/s : love love ichiban ramen sunway. ebi ramen is always sedap!!