todays happening

currently listening to KT Tunstall's black horse and a cherry tree. its a damn good song and shes a hell of a genius rock chic.=p

we have a sports house meeting today and this gave me the chance to reminiscence about last year's sports day tragedies-those hard feelings i felt, the tense i have been pushed for doing something i do not want to do and the tarik tali tragedy (if u read my fs post, i talked about how emo i am when it comes to sports day). but i have put all that in the past. i constantly reminded myself that if i were to be a good teacher for those five years of service (because i may have other plans by then), i have to at least contribute something in this. i dont wanna step in schools not knowing my roles, what should i do during sports day. it would be mighty embarassing, wouldnt it?

i was whole heartedly and willingly elected as AJK menghias khemah =p

and actually, the original plan was to elect fatin for that, considering she is very creative and i dunno, we just want to do that bit. but along, being bongok (haha), voted fatin for marching punye AJK. she semi stupor at her seat when she realized that she cant get any way out of it. poor fatin. but we came up with plan b, very soon afterwards. haha. we can still work together for the house decorations. me lovey..

read bout my senior's fate. the ones sent to very remote area of sabah, where the place is alien to sabahan themselves. i feel very sorry to this one kakak where her placement in that very remote area is because it was requested by a pengetua there..i think that pengetua memang gatal already dah..if not, why would he purosely request for a fresh graduate female teacher over there? dahla that place memang surrounded by guys, and ntah. things are just not right. if i were in her shoes, i might either request for a batch of other freshgraduates teachers, from ipba clan preferably , satellite phone or something, or maybe i would just run away jugak.

i dun mind breaching the contract and i dun mind taking a loan to pay back the money u KPM freaks!dun kill us teachers!!