penantian hanyalah waktu~

this post has little relevance to the tittle i myself gave as my head is still in the state of 'ting -tong'ness. the main topic that is going to be written here is how my head was thrusted with one glamorous, fast and vicious swing by a wushu guy like no other, Chee Long!

(and no Chee Long, u dun have to feel bad. it was an accident)

we have a screening for cheerleading today, which turn out to be that they do not want a cheerleading squad, instead a nasyid team. ade pulak a guy angkat kaki and bent his body shaping a Y shape dikatanya obscene? pelik2. xley wat bridge. baju yg labuh dan sopan dikatekan sexy and disuro tukar. flying kiss (which is actually not a flying kiss but a misunderstood flamingo pose) is considered rude and so much more. ok those crappy stuff aside. the story first.

make adelah satu ketika itu dimana kami harus membentuk formation Y-E-L-L-O-W, chuna n i r supposed to do bridge (just in case u dunno, its a pose where u lentik kebelakang) at the end of both sides. so becoz chuna couldnt do it from standing up, she requested we do it from the floor. so i agreed. and it turned out to b that i cannot estimate the exact time and space to do it. we never actually practiced that part b4 so it all end up in a BIG mess. i was down on the gym floor waiting for the cue from any1 to start bridging when all of the sudden i feel a smack on my head. and an absolute pain creeping in the head area. later i realized in the ting tong that it was chee long's feet that landed after that Y formation. and i dunno how to react, i can see flying sheep everywhere on fatin's face already. so i excused myself and ran back. not actually running. i was too dizzy for that. i was swaying to the back.

i dunno what really happened but i believe i cried. sungguh2 pulak tu. tp xsedar lg sebb mengong2 je. sengih sambil nanges. bodoh btol. haha. then ramai lak tu masuk that changing room to see how i was doing. some asked me whether i feel like vomitting or not. i dun feel so, but i do burp a little and i dont think it is becoz i was kenyang becoz i wasnt. so after syapa belikan ais yg macm nak wat kenduri satu gym banyaknye, i put them all on my head, ohhhh lega sikit

then i went back immidiately, repot kat adzuan, ym and lie down a bit, then i am good again. dah xbegitu blur2. haha. pengalaman...

now? i feel okay already. more sleep would definitely help!!

dahla adzuan dah pesan smalam careful dun injure myself. tp nak wat mcmane. accidents happen. kinda. =p. i'll take care of myself more. lgpun theres a lot of busybods in my life.haha. my friends kan ade...

and i realized today how mad i am to that one particular lowest scumbag of the earth, who i wish would rot together with their hati busuk. liar. how dare u hurt my darling when u promised her everything. how could look so honest when u are actually lying to her from the very beginning? i am sooooo pissed even more for letting us fooled. i dun mind myself so much, i mind about that friend of mine. she is precious and she do not deserve to be treated like that. i hate u i hate u i hate u.

plis la, stop hunting any other girl after this. u dun deserve to be loved. U DO NOT.

Kalo stakat nak cari pompuan so that u can lie to, so that u can change the wonderful person she is after u crush her, kalo stakat nak take her hand just to let it go, stakat nak datang wat muke baek depan kitorang sume kononnye u r so thoughtful n wise, just f*** off okay? u dont need to do that. u deserve to be slapped, lempang laju2. kene langgar dgn 12 ekor kerbau yang speeding. kene gigit dengan drakula. stay awy from the society if ur really that busuk.

fuh..lepas perasaan dikala ting tong. ini adalah petanda bagus. ini bermakna otak saya maseh berfungsi lancar.hahaha