[but, if that is true, ehem2, why did you pop every balloon in the dining area in ur workplace as a symbol of protest when you had to spend ur raya time on the platform? ;p]
so i don't really care ayah, u may think i'm silly to even care when you yourself couldn't care less. haha. happy father's day anyways. i think i get that from you, for always a step behind everybody else when it comes to celebrating things.
a toughie on the outside, mellow in the inside. heheh. he really thinks he's manly and macho. and wise. the thing is, he's the man of wise words and u can rely on him to tell you the best answer to solve a problem. he can show the macho-est posture and expression when he wants to, so successful it scares Adzuan most of the times. but he also has this side of him.
so yeah, that is why i love my father. there are times i do not agree with his opinions, and there are times when i do things pretty differently that what i think he would want me to do, but i don't do things that i know will upset him. not on purpose at least. haha. aisyhh why is it that my words always fail to come out the way i want it to describe my father?
i think i am thankful of my father, cuz he made me the person i am today. he made sure i learn things ever since i was small, always probing me questions to liberate my mind, lets me see things from different views. i think i listen most to my father. i am degil, mind you, and the only person who can make me sit down and rethink my actions is my father. and he's my number one rule setter (even tho i am his #1 rule bender too) and i listen to no one best, but him. hehe. call it bodek, i call it the act of showing my love ;p
he's the one who insisted for me and the rest of us not to go and study in boarding school because he wants us around as much as possible. ^.^. i remembered the 1st time i was away from home, in UiTM Kuantan, he visited me and brought along 6 dozen cans of Nescafe because he was afraid I might not get enough coffee supplies when i am away. dahla waktu tu baru determined nak stop. and i think he stopped smoking because i always told him to, besides because he himself wanted to. its not easy kan, but he did. its really a respectable thing. i'm proud of him for that.
so because my brain is kinda blank and i don't wanna say more because i'm afraid i'll miss him and home even more, i'll stop and get back to studying. hehe.i hope u get loads of fortune and good luck. murah rezeki org ckp. i love u Ayah, the 8 minute caller. 
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