a s h i k i n y u so f

you know what annoys me?

that if u blame me for not keeping in touch, and when u miss out on certain events of my life. important ones especially. when i make things so blatantly obvious so that you won't miss out on things but being ignorant you miss out on certain things and you try to blame me for it.

i mean, i am sorry dear Queen of England. its not like you were trying so hard on catching up with me either.


excuse mich for this slightly angsty post. hehe. as you might or might not know, october baby have higher tendency to only love and care those who does the same to them in return.

and yeah on an unrelated note...
as expected i am pretty lazy to describe my Aussie trip. thats the cons of procrastination. you eventually feel...malas to do it anymore after some time. but blame me not. blame my health conditions! (blegh_). i was down with cold and fever when i got back from Aussie but i didnt tell my family that. sebab even before i go pun my mum had been fussing about swine flu and how it is pretty risky to go now sebab takut terjangkit and stuff. try imagining how she'll react if she ever knew i had a cold? and demam at that? but no worries. i'm comletely fine now.

tapi yeah, being back from Aussie makes me mish everyone pretty badly. tapi oleh kerana azam baru is to live life a bit macho-er, i did not cry but yeah became pretty silent in sydney. maybe sebab dah penat kot. so i realize that i cant do extreme trips so hardcore-ish. i mean, wake up pagi2 for 2 weeks, jalan non-stop. i am pretty manja that way. and when i am tired, i do not speak. i become less and less Shikin-like. that is when i am tired. baru sedar ye.

and people byk kali cakap that if you can survive travelling together, dudk sama2, holiday together, then you are practically besties la. because travelling and to see the same face every single day can be challenging. its challenging sebab these people are your friends tau, and u tend to macam marah for no obvious reasons and stuf.. ape ek, that syndrome, mcm take for granted la that these peeps are ur close buddies and u don't pay much attention on jaga hati and stuff. macam the other day i marah a few people jugak (and thats the thing i hate abt me, bila marah xpandai nak senyap. mesti nak ckp. aisyhh) so i think i should apologize for any indecent behaviour that i have portrayed throughout the holiday ne?

and what eh. sorry for always curi tulang when everyone else is cooking and working hard on preparing food. i am just malas that way. huuuu.

and thank you jugak for Dyane Syafa Aten Izzy Kak Long, and Mahfodz, Pavi and everyone in Brisbane for preparing loadssss of good food since day one we're there. and to Mardhibum dan boyfriendnya, and Mimi, and Farouk and everyone in Sydney for doing the same. hehe. i haven't had proper meal for almost a week after coming back from Aussie. only today kot? sebab makan lua, thats it.

and i want to go back to Aussie for another trip. serius, xtipu.

and i saw a Sciencetology church back in Sydney. looks similar to any other churches, maybe sebab tgk luar je kot. haha. xshot pictures because nampk pun dlm moving bus. camera would shake anyways. and went to Hyde Park with was filled with Tasmanian Devils. like the real thing. memang fuyoh. hehe. and yeah. my handphone was broken, it finally decided to die on me when we reached GoldCoast airport. so i haven't bought a new one yet. nanti la. boleh survive lagi so far. walaupun sharmyn had to wake me up for the whole week now. hehe. kesian her. i'll get a new phone, very soon.

the 2nd sem had started, and yeah things are going well so far, even for German class. tho there are certain class that i do not get (yet) but is hoping i will be able to stay up so that i'll understand the purpose. yeah. so yeah thats it.
and that's all dulu kot for updates.

will write sth else later when i feel like it. fuhhhhh..