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i feel apologetic to my friends, because i felt i've been very antisocial today.
it even came out in my german oral, because the question was around how do you manage your time and stuff. at first i was like, "oh ich habe keine problem mit meinem freizeit. ich habe genug zeit fur alles' which is NOT the case.

i miss not being busy. but i guess you have to be somewhat busy if you're graduating next year kan? tipulah dah masuk 3rd year relax macam siput babi lagi.

but i do wish i have more time right now.
and i do wish very badly that my 50$ for zertifikat deutsch is not wasted and i will get the cert. not because i need it or anything, but who knows? i might want to consider working in a german speaking country in the future so getting a cert saying you can are competent wont hurt. if i do get it because my confidence level is 0 and i have to admit it was pretty shitty in the first three parts. i only felt okay during the oral part. i think it would be a miracle if i pass that.

for those who has no idea what Zertifikat Deutsch is, its a cert given by the Goethe institute to acknowledge your competency in German.

but rather than Germany, i am thinking the probability to teach in another Asian country. preferably Korea or Japan. because i can speak Korean and i can always learn Japanese again. besides, Jooeun was like so eager for me to go to Korea she even told her parents that i am coming, and her mother was like, Okay she can use the room in their house. hahaha so i'm bound to go to 2 places next year. maybe not for a super long visit but will have to do them anyway cuz i promised and i want to go. and next year would be boyfriend's final year too so i must go before he graduates or else i might find it difficult on getting a tourist guide and accommodation ;p

p/s: sayang, if ur reading this, my orang putih friend is going to Japan in your winter, he's going to go to Osaka too and is wondering if you know tempat menarik untuk dia pegi jalan2. i told him about the place with the deer tu tp i cant remember the name. so if you could tell me the place's name i can tell him to wiki it later so tell me the name ;p