suddenly (+miss)

besides missing to speak German suddenly, i have a few sudden moments this week. but i can't recall a lot.

1. I suddenly miss speaking foreign languages
Now i only speak 2 languages. and read some. i miss speaking to people in a foreign language. i remember how euphoric the feeling is after conversing with people who dont speak your mother tongue. i even miss the simple greetings now. How this suddenly came? Prolly because I saw my German book and Korean assignment.

2. I suddenly feel like being super broke again
Don't misunderstand please. I am still broke, but not helplessly broke.

3. I suddenly feel very very nervous about posting
Where will I end up next year? When is it coming? Is it coming this January? Will it be late? Will I like the place? Who'll be there in the same area? How am I going to cope with being alone? D:

4. Now I suddenly feel very nervous about everything

5. So I suddenly exercised.

6. But I realize my strength is crap now. Flexibility almost gone.

oh well