REST IN PEACE

To be honest, I was not that surprised that its not going to live too long. It refused to eat for days and it only ate for an extremely small amount. But it still pains me to see it die when i was supposed to keep it alive.

I'm not too sad anymore, though.

Rest in peace. I am sorry i cant take care of you better.

anyways. Kuda. that stupid bird. scared me to death just now. It was eating too crazily, and it bloody chocked on his food. Makan macam kuda, padahal dia burung. Like seriously. I have a video of it eating, but i will edit and upload some other time.

So it was feeding from the syringe, and suddenly it went silent as in x bunyi apape, and started flailing. I panicked right away, and thought bloody hell i am not losing another one on the same day. So i was cursing and cursing (i dont know if it stayed in my head or it really went out) my dad was there and saw it too so he massaged the neck, and the bird stopped flailing around like a headless chicken, and begged for more food.

I was really really angry to the bird, for scaring me like that. Aiyoh. Serius. Boleh kena heart attack macam ni. So next time, no matter how crazily Kuda wants to eat, i will feed it slow. Always.