I sprained my neck again...

Where is the end to this clumsiness? I think this is going to be the death of me.

I was in the shower, and i walked towards the water when i slipped. I didn't fall though. I am super awesome so I balanced myself and not fall flat butt first on the floor. However, right i simply cannot turn my head freely. In fact, just having my head on my shoulder produces this dull ache and discomfort.

I told my father that i might need to see a physiotheraphist, but he suggested that I was just getting older so it is common to get strains like this. I don't know. Maybe he is right. If it gets worse, i am going to the clinic, period.

This happend to me like 2 to 3 months ago too. The first night was the worst and i thought i could die from the pain. Even lying down to sleep was excruciatingly painful and i cannot move my shoulders the whole 2 days afterwards. I do not wish that to happen again :(

and......i am just afraid that its my old injury that resurfaced again. not many of you know of the accident in south island so i am alarmed on my own. i only told my father abt it, because my mother seems indifferent when i told her i was in an accident. didnt ask for details, didnt demand for anything. she just doesnt care i guess?


and my mother is acting like she hates me for being in pain. you know. i asked for pills and my father urged her to go see if i took the right ones, and she grumbled loud enough for my ears to hear "sakit sikit pun dok suruh orang tengok. kita sakit x pdulik pun" which is stupid. i didnt ask to be in pain darling. i didnt. 


my father was like "ask mak to rub some heating rub on your back" and i knew almost immediately that she just wont do it. 






oh neck and shoulder pain. be kind to me tonight.