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i haven't updated my blog in quite some time, didn't i?
   
    i just dun have as much ideas as i used to be. maybe it was all because of the holiday-i practically shut everything off. of course, my thoughts are running wild, as always, but you know,things that provoke thoughts in home is different from whatever that happens around you outside the house. but one of the things that i always think about is trust, respect and some other unimportant stuff.=p

    is my mind wander, i'm thinking about how trust affect someone. yes, it is very hard for us to get someone's trust. to make sure a person have faith in you, you just have to go crazy proving you worth it. so that is the case when you have the opportunity to prove yourself. what if that particular party that you need to build that trust to do not even think twice about giving you the chance?

    well i am damn sure that it happens in real life generally. what if the person is supposed to be giving us loads of chances to learn, do not give us that chance? sometimes, when this situation hits me, i just hate it. i hate feeling like a butterfly with clipped wings, only having 14 days to live, but not able to fly.

    AND don't you just hate it when we ask for reasons why we are not given a chance to practice for the better, all that the person can tell you is ' I do not have faith in you to do this and that, because you are a beginner'. because do we improve ourselves by sitting still, to shut up and not doing anything to improve it?

    so now, please, tell me why do i have to sit still and watch others getting better and better at things they do because they were given the freedom to make mistakes and continue to learn?

    how much longer do i have to just look at others with envy because they can learn and learn?

    ok im getting so emo now i dun write factually anymore..haha.so dats it. updating later,with better topics and mental state.=>

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