its a scary world here....

it isn't a good thing when u experience panic strikes,well at least its not good for me cos it causes my hormone imbalance, or something of that sort.

i am so scared and freaked out tonight about how my boyfriend is going to leave me next year.not that are breaking up or anything,but as everyone knows he is off to Japan next year.gods willing.

and it is not that i am not going to be on his side forever,i am just freaked the hell out about how am i gonna live my life next year.=<

i mean, i am so used to having him by my side and i do not know,scary i guess. who is gonna stop me from drinking too much coffee next year?who am i going to mengadu when sum1 calls me immature?whos gonna treat me icecream when i am upset?

but in case ur reading,cayang,i support u.really