a s h i k i n y u so f

i hate it when i cannot say things when it is most needed that i say the things i want to say.

and that it is not because i cannot say those words, but it is because even if i speak out that person wont even bother to listen

so tell me, how do we speak to someone who won't listen?

it is not because i'm being selfish or not willing to understand, it is just that..i had too much of this. i want her to be home, doing what she is supposed to be doing at home. she is a mother of four, she have her obligations at HOME, and her utmost priority goes to the house and the kids. so why are you going out there, busy caring about other's welfare and not giving a damn what happens to your children. and the house?

i am sick of your selfishness, and i do not know. where YOUR brain at?

ok sesi melepas perasaan selesai. oh no, one more, go out looking for blessings from god eh? well, pliease, u have a brain on ur own, think.

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ok sudah diletak pembahagi jalan sekali lagi......

so today my along, mus and i went out for lunch. along and i had this amazing corbin bleau or whateverisitsnameagain, whish is a chicken stuffed with loads of cheese. yummy, i know,=p. awah did not come along because she was sleeping by the time we were out. so i just bought her a cheesecake instead.haha





that is me and mus, waiting for our food to come. and as we eat, i had invented some really crazy design of how a glass of pepsi should be



yes, with fries!!!!

huhu..and i still cant believe it, but my small KT suffers from road congestion!making it very hard and hot hot hot to drive around because the sun is always striking but we have to move with brakes instead of the other pedal and for some reason the car's aircond wont get cold unless we hit the gas pedal hard and were moving fast, and it is rather impossible to drive fast with such jammed roads. i hate heavy traffics, that is for sure. it never fails on giving headaches.

when am i going to be able to afford my own car, without my dad's help?

i'v got the answer now, along gave - menang peraduan!!

but hell that, i am one unlucky butt. how do i win? hahaha