the big boy is growing up...again

my big boy is turning a year older! XD

he's a man with a half a heart of a boy. which is adorable tho i know it would irk him so much for me to call him a boy because he looks nothing like one. muka matang kan?

i so regret it i wont be able to celebrate it with you, because i SO want to go out for a dinner with you, dress up a bit and give you your birthday present and see you glow but this, my dear, is one of the charms of a long distance relationship.

i do feel inadequate for you, since i felt you've done so much lately for me and i am still not able to be on the same level as you. i want to do more but as for now i am going to have to hold it first. banyak betul hutang orang ni kan? haha

i hope you have a wonderful year ahead. i'm thankful you were born. you're such a wonderful creature it would be a waste if you didn't meet me heheheh XD

i love you sayang, happy birthday!
love, Ashikin