Eyeliner punya pasal, tak tidur lagi

Its not even the eye liner's fault. Its me. Tiba tiba rasa cantik sangat sendiri sendiri. Blame for the super light make up I have been sporting in the school, partly because I have no time in the morning and because I don't want to look informal for work.

So when I get the chance to put on shit load of eyeliner on my eyes, I go nuts.

Anyways.

I went to Maxis centre with my parents tonight to pay the bills. As expected, a surprising amount came up. I've reached my credit limit...and my credit limit is set on a pretty high amount (because I'm not the one paying yet hehehe) so yeah. Its the amount that I wont pay myself. Insaf insaf insaf

But I kinda understood the amount though. Since I reported for duty, I've been calling my friends for serious stress reliever calls. Somehow talking to my friends makes me feel as if a thousand tonnes of stress is lifted from my shoulder and I could carry on with whatever shit people try to throw me.

Life was not THAT bad though. Most of the bill was contributed by the data charges. I didnt have the internet access before my father gave me the trusty Celcom broadband, so i've been relying heavily on my postpaid data too.

So i shouln't have problems with data charges and therapeutic calls since i have the broadband. and boyfriend is coming home in a month (YAYYYYY and NAYYYY). Lets hope the bills aren't crazy again.

Sohere is  to sum up what I have been doing in the school.

1. I teach 2 form 2 classes, 1 form 1 class and 2 primary year 4 classes. In case you are wondering why I teach both primary and secondary level, my school is a model khas school. There is only 4 of its kind in Pahang, all sponsored by Yayasan Pahang and they have primary tahap 2 and secondary level in one school.  So far I've been okay with the secondary school kiddos, but i am unsure of what i am doing in year 4 classes. Their abilities are pretty mixed, even in a classroom so I get students bored out of their wits and students who were clueless till the end of the lesson at the same time. I will talk about year 4 challenges later.

2. I am now training secondary school choral speaking team. Its due on June. I haven't started anything yet so I'll update abt this later.

3. I am leaving Kuda at home. Since I dont have a car and the bus might be too cold for him, I will have to leave him at home. Sucks sucks. I'm going to miss it like crazy la like this, especially now that he is trying to speak. He is so cute, I swear. He understood 'Kiss Kiss' and 'skali lagi' so far, and makan, and his name.

4. My school ada a pair of burung merak! how cool

5. With my almost zero Photoshop skill, I made a banner for a school program. It was crazy because i had to look for pictures, find the names for the event and send it to the printing company in less than an hour. Thats how the school is. Semua nak last minute and I actually *mildly* scolded a teacher there for informing things at the last minute, dan sangat menyusahkan. Ada peluang nak kena blacklist awal ni.

6. I don't wear heels anymogh because classes are so high and so far and ughhhhhhh. I dont even have time for meals. Tapi thigh as huge as always. Eman, if ur reading this, I want Herbalife formula 1. I need to surviveeeeeeeeeeeee and i am getting tired of nasik

7. PERBARISANNNNNN. So freaking proud of these kids. Menang. 1st place. Walaupun untuk daerah Bentong sahaja but you know, its big. For me at least. And the kids were happy.

8. I was supposed to be in the primary school musical. I wrote the script, struggled to, in fact, cuz it was fully in Malay. But these teachers in my team. Ada yang boleh tahan ungrateful ya. First a few laughed at my bahasa rojak. Cmon, its a draft. You can mix bahasa in a rough draft kan. Then when I got excused from the team because i need to be in charge of a menengah event, one was so blatantly rude cakap 'oh so kita dah xleh pakai dia lagi la' apa you ingat i lampin pakai buang?. and then when i hand over the script yang dah siap tu, no word of thanks. Oh well. nasib baik team leader sangatlah noice and nice and nice. so buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih ya.

I just realized that I have had so many things done in the past 3 weeks that if i were to continue I might bore everyone with incessant details. Going to stop here and find the strength to remove my makeup. and brush my teeth. and sleep.